Hello to the ones that have read my thread, enjoyed my photos, maybe enjoyed my goofy humor, few that have messaged me with kind words, wanting to know more than my bra size.
Today will be my last day here for a while, not sure how long, hoping it's not a long period. More info about me...
I am 40 years old, have a child, I have been a widow for almost 2 years now. I was married for 20 years lost my husband to a massive heart attack, he was healthy, young, no signs of heart trouble. He died a week after the heart attack of no brain activity. Left me and my son alone..... the shit has fallen downhill for me since...
I am losing my home, I will be homeless after today, today is the day I was told to leave. I have no family who wants me or has helped me during this struggle. I lost my job no income for new shelter. I've hit rock bottom. I posted my breasts on here because my husband didn't like them, I needed to know if I could actually turn a man on, self-worth needed to be boosted some. I do have a few who enjoyed my girls. I was a abused woman, mentally more than physically. Why am I so bad that people loved me hurt my body and mind. I have nothing, no hope, no dreams, no friends, family for comfort, support. Sucks being me eh.
Thank you, you know who special ones are that listened to me during this time. I will miss you, hope you remember me. May God bless each and everyone, their family, keep you healthy, safe, loved. Kiss and hug your husband or wife and kids make sure they know you love them, tomorrow may never come...... the end.