Outline · [ Standard ] · Linear+ Damnyankee, A lovely beauty.

I also pray :blink:

I also pray :blink:

I once prayed for God to make me a new house out of one of my ribs.

I once prayed for God to make me a new house out of one of my ribs.

Did it work???

For the record I pray to Jebus :P

A BIG BUMP I / we miss your great pics :(

A   BIG BUMP   I / we miss your great pics  :(

I dont think she is coming back in a huryy dude... if EVER?

I dont think she is coming back in a huryy dude... if EVER?

awww shit ......


tooo bad a very fine looking lady to grace the pages of rmm

awww shit ......


tooo bad a very fine looking lady to grace the pages of rmm

As time passes on the reason for me leaving RMM is getting worse and worse. People are fake, deceitful and manipulative.

Again, the last thing I can think about is getting naked in front of a group of strangers.

I just checked this forum at random, out of curiousity.

I have sworn men off forever, and if you knew why, you wouldnt blame me. Besides...due to lack of hunger I have lost some pounds...in all the wrong places, if you catch my drift.

As time passes on the reason for me leaving RMM is getting worse and worse. People are fake, deceitful and manipulative.

Again, the last thing I can think about is getting naked in front of a group of strangers.

I just checked this forum at random, out of curiousity.

I have sworn men off forever, and if you knew why, you wouldnt blame me. Besides...due to lack of hunger I have lost some pounds...in all the wrong places, if you catch my drift.

Thank you for the compliments though....

Thank you for the compliments though....

Sad to see you go. Thanks for the memories.

As time passes on the reason for me leaving RMM is getting worse and worse. People are fake, deceitful and manipulative.

Again, the last thing I can think about is getting naked in front of a group of strangers.

I just checked this forum at random, out of curiousity.

I have sworn men off forever, and if you knew why, you wouldnt blame me. Besides...due to lack of hunger I have lost some pounds...in all the wrong places, if you catch my drift.

Well that sucks to say the least.
Hope things turn around for you soon. Just gotta try and focus on the positive I guess.

And not ALL men are assholes...











some are fucking assholes :P

I know I've never posted in here before, but I can't not say something about this...

While, yes, it's true that a lot of men are complete arseholes, I don't think you'd find a guy here (in this thread - I'm sure there's plenty of arseholes on this site elsewhere) who wouldn't give up his left testicle in a rather painful way if it meant he could know you were feeling alright. By extension, they'd probably give up the right as well in an equally non-surgical manner if it meant they could also see you smile.

Words like your last strike me like a hot iron in the back, and it makes me feel sick to think someone could so willingly do something like this to one so undeserving. I may not know you, and I may not have spoken to you before, but someone with words like yours is clearly worth far more than what's happened. And even without those words there's still the great many people who've come together, here, to show you their support that tells me you deserve so much better.

I hope you find your appetite soon. Not for the images, of course (your admirers wouldn't care about a few missing pounds, I can assure you), but for your own health. I also hope that you can get yourself through this. I've been to the bottom before myself - twice - and can still only imagine what it is you're going through.

We're all here for you if you need or want us; even many of those who haven't even said so, yet.

-Jak.

As time passes on the reason for me leaving RMM is getting worse and worse. People are fake, deceitful and manipulative.

Again, the last thing I can think about is getting naked in front of a group of strangers.

I just checked this forum at random, out of curiousity.

I have sworn men off forever, and if you knew why, you wouldnt blame me. Besides...due to lack of hunger I have lost some pounds...in all the wrong places, if you catch my drift.

Who nailed people in 3 words there DY...

I must say I am concernec about your well being, I just hope you have some people close to you who can help you through this ashtray experience in your life

come back and say hi one day :thumbup:

I know I've never posted in here before, but I can't not say something about this...

While, yes, it's true that a lot of men are complete arseholes, I don't think you'd find a guy here (in this thread - I'm sure there's plenty of arseholes on this site elsewhere) who wouldn't give up his left testicle in a rather painful way if it meant he could know you were feeling alright.  By extension, they'd probably give up the right as well in an equally non-surgical manner if it meant they could also see you smile.

Words like your last strike me like a hot iron in the back, and it makes me feel sick to think someone could so willingly do something like this to one so undeserving.  I may not know you, and I may not have spoken to you before, but someone with words like yours is clearly worth far more than what's happened.  And even without those words there's still the great many people who've come together, here, to show you their support that tells me you deserve so much better.

I hope you find your appetite soon.  Not for the images, of course (your admirers wouldn't care about a few missing pounds, I can assure you), but for your own health.  I also hope that you can get yourself through this.  I've been to the bottom before myself - twice - and can still only imagine what it is you're going through.

We're all here for you if you need or want us; even many of those who haven't even said so, yet.

-Jak.

Ok...I might as well share with what happened (shortened version). I put my dirty laundry out here on this site, so I feel I should tell.

1. Involved with a guy for 2 yrs...I left my ex for him...he was my ex's guitar player in the band so the whole hook up was stressful.

2. He in short was a loser. No high school diploma, no ambition, and spent EVERY waking moment playing counter strike...but I felt drawn to him as he thought I was very appealing (his ex girlfriends were...shall I say not that wonderful)

3. I got him to get his GED, get some goals and go to college AND get a job.

4. We moved in together.

5. I put up with alot....he spent every waking moment playing counterstrike...was depressed and boring...was physically abusive (nosebleed,hair pulled out,amoung other things) his family also was not educated or well bred and there are many other issues I was patient with.

6. I gave him my whole self and 100% love and support.

7. He up and left me 4 weeks ago...b/c he said "I need too much attention and he cant give that to me"

8. I just found out on the internet that he is trashing me behind my back to people ("damn my stupid ex girlfriend...made me move out of my apartment") and he had a THREESOME with two older women only 2 weeks after dumping me.


I am in a very low place. I have no friends b/c my ex was all I needed/wanted. I felt that he loved me and he lead me AND my WHOLE family to believe that we were getting married. I am still in shock and wonder why I wasn't enough to keep him happy. He has dozens of friends, and women are hitting on him left and right and he is partying, having the time of his life. So this is pretty much what I'm going through...shortened version. Men are basically walking penises...and those that deny it just lack the confidence to go after all the women they want.

I am in a very low place. I have no friends b/c my ex was all I needed/wanted. I felt that he loved me and he lead me AND my WHOLE family to believe that we were getting married. I am still in shock and wonder why I wasn't enough to keep him happy. He has dozens of friends, and women are hitting on him left and right and he is partying, having the time of his life. So this is pretty much what I'm going through...shortened version. Men are basically walking penises...and those that deny it just lack the confidence to go after all the women they want.

My dear girl,

Men maybe jerks, But this is probably for the best.

I can't see that guy going anywhere positive.

So mend your wounds quickly and remember what it is you have inside of you - and that is a big heart.

People, and friends will flock to you

My dear girl,

Men maybe jerks, But this is probably for the best.

I can't see that guy going anywhere positive.

So mend your wounds quickly and remember what it is you have inside of you - and that is a big heart.

People, and friends will flock to you

Seymour, what you are writing to me helps more than you realize. I am starting all over. I joined a book club, and spending alot of time with my sister (god bless her she is so wonderful). But I think it will take a while to build a life and community for myself.

But between you and me (as bad as this sounds) I will silently pray that he doesn't finish his schooling and he falls on his face...:)

Seymour, what you are writing to me helps more than you realize. I am starting all over. I joined a book club, and spending alot of time with my sister (god bless her she is so wonderful). But I think it will take a while to build a life and community for myself.

But between you and me (as bad as this sounds) I will silently pray that he doesn't finish his schooling and he falls on his face...:)

Wishing ill will doesn't help you.

Forget him and look toward the positives in life.

You are already finding them

(Maybe just wish his dick falls off)

Wishing ill will doesn't help you.

Forget him and look toward the positives in life.

You are already finding them

(Maybe just wish his dick falls off)

You are right. I just am hurting now. I hope he does find happiness and success.

But you know what is funny....when he came to get all his belongings HE was the one crying his eyes out, not me. I refused to let him see that in fact I told him he would be ok and study hard in school.HA how ironic is that? I would never beg to ANYONE.

Ok...I might as well share with what happened (shortened version). I put my dirty
I am in a very low place. I have no friends b/c my ex was all I needed/wanted. I felt that he loved me and he lead me AND my WHOLE family to believe that we were getting married. I am still in shock and wonder why I wasn't enough to keep him happy. He has dozens of friends, and women are hitting on him left and right and he is partying, having the time of his life. So this is pretty much what I'm going through...shortened version. Men are basically walking penises...and those that deny it just lack the confidence to go after all the women they want.

WOW this guy really fucked with your perception of the male sex.

Without sounding too harsh the guy never seemed to have anything going for him except you. You started out with him when he was a loser and he never changed. The fact that he physically assaulted you in not only unforgiveable but criminal and totally cowardly.

The only mistake you made was alienaitng yourself from your friends to be solely with this creep and they have no turned their back on you. I am sure if you apologised for the past, and they were any sort of friend they would slowly start to build a level of trust and love for you again.

Lastly, while he may be partying all the time and have girls throw themselves at him, this will not last. Im guessing he is in his 20s or some shit but who is he going to be come 40, or 50? If he is still alive he'll most likely be in jail getting his asshole ripped apart every night or he will be living a very lonely existence. You on the other hand, with your sincerity, personality and beauty (both within and on the outside) will be wherever you want to be in life.

Soldier on sweetheart

WOW this guy really fucked with your perception of the male sex.

Without sounding too harsh the guy never seemed to have anything going for him except you. You started out with him when he was a loser and he never changed. The fact that he physically assaulted you in not only unforgiveable but criminal and totally cowardly.

The only mistake you made was alienaitng yourself from your friends to be solely with this creep and they have no turned their back on you. I am sure if you apologised for the past, and they were any sort of friend they would slowly start to build a level of trust and love for you again.

Lastly, while he may be partying all the time and have girls throw themselves at him, this will not last. Im guessing he is in his 20s or some shit but who is he going to be come 40, or 50? If he is still alive he'll most likely be in jail getting his asshole ripped apart every night or he will be living a very lonely existence. You on the other hand, with your sincerity, personality and beauty (both within and on the outside) will be wherever you want to be in life.

Soldier on sweetheart

Yes he is 22. You may be right but as of now my heart disagrees. I really do feel like there was nothing wrong with what he did...and that I deserved it.

He also told me that he needs to "take a break from the relationship thing" b/c of what he's going through (whatever the hec that means) and he also admitted to being a "fucked up asshole". Unreal!!!

But before him I was a VERY VERY knaive little girl (even though I'm 3 yrs. his senior), so I guess I can thank him for teaching me life lessons.

I appreciate your positive words a great, great deal.

Yes he is 22. You may be right but as of now my heart disagrees. I really do feel like there was nothing wrong with what he did...and that I deserved it.

He also told me that he needs to "take a break from the relationship thing" b/c of what he's going through (whatever the hec that means) and he also admitted to being a "fucked up asshole". Unreal!!!

But before him I was a VERY VERY knaive little girl (even though I'm 3 yrs. his senior), so I guess I can thank him for teaching me life lessons.

I appreciate your positive words a great, great deal.

In all reality I really do not know you but it breaks my heart to hear ANY woman say that there was nothing wrong with getting beat up and that THEY in fact deserved it. The sooner you realise that none of this was your fault and that you NEVER deserve to be mistreated by him or anyone else the sooner you will be on the road to recovery.

Please, please whatever you do NEVER take this guy back into your life. I have seen so many women throw endless years away on men who just do not deserve to be breathing the same air as them. All he means is that he wants to go out and fuck other women for a while before coming back to you. Please don't allow this to happen to yourself.

I am sure in years to come this period in your life will be a defining moment that will steer the remainder of your journey so just ensure that you take everything you can from it and go for the nice guy in future...

Other than that, you are more than welcome

In all reality I really do not know you but it breaks my heart to hear ANY woman say that there was nothing wrong with getting beat up and that THEY in fact deserved it. The sooner you realise that none of this was your fault and that you NEVER deserve to be mistreated by him or anyone else the sooner you will be on the road to recovery.

Please, please whatever you do NEVER take this guy back into your life. I have seen so many women throw endless years away on men who just do not deserve to be breathing the same air as them. All he means is that he wants to go out and fuck other women for a while before coming back to you. Please don't allow this to happen to yourself.

I am sure in years to come this period in your life will be a defining moment that will steer the remainder of your journey so just ensure that you take everything you can from it and go for the nice guy in future...

Other than that, you are more than welcome

So he just wants to sleep with other women. He NEVER loved me. I will never understand why I wasn't enough. But in all honesty I do not think he will ever attempt to come back to me. I would never take him back anyway...for the simple fact that I couldn't handle knowing he slept around.

But again thank you...seriously in my weak moments I will think about your encouraging words. As I really do not have many male perspectives on this.

Amen Bondi

Sweetheart you always have a crew of friends and admirers here. No need to even get naked for us. You can always come here to shoot the shit with us :)

Don't let your bad experience with guys taint the whole batch for you. There are always bad fucking apples in a vat. You explained it yourself why he is a useless waste of space and not even worth you time or after-thought.

If I Lived closer I would have to impose my will on this useless fuck just for the simple fact he laid a hand on you at all. Punk mother fucker.

A beautiful woman like you deserves to be catered to and pampered .. not to have to drag some god damned lame ass lump of shit through his life.

You are way better than that goofball will ever be hon.

God damn this dude has made me so mad .. I would dress up as a clown and beat this fucking guy senseless with a 12 inch rubber cock cackling all the time I was whipping ass just so he would have to explain it to people ....

That a maniacal laughing clown kicked his ass with a 12 inch dildo!!!


Don't waste any more time on this guy sweetheart and god dammit go grab a bite to eat. Don't starve yourself

Hope you come back for visits hon or stay a while :)

So he just wants to sleep with other women. He NEVER loved me. I will never understand why I wasn't enough. But in all honesty I do not think he will ever attempt to come back to me. I would never take him back anyway...for the simple fact that I couldn't handle knowing he slept around.

But again thank you...seriously in my weak moments I will think about your encouraging words. As I really do not have many male perspectives on this.

I never said he never loved you, I wouldn't know? I just know people first hand that have copped the same sort of treatment and abuse as you and this is a carbon copy.

Glad to hear that motherfucker will never be close with you again, he doesn't even begin to deserve it.

Any time you need male perspective just float it by the guys here. i mean I wouldn't trust dd35 or evade but the rest of us would be happy to help :thumbup:

Comedy... makes you wanna tear this guy apart doesn;t it?

wow, that was a lot for you to go through DY.
I don't have a lot of wisdom to impart that hasn't been said, but if this douche bag spent all his time playing counter strike and had no ambition for school, a job or his life despite your encouragement, you are far better off without him.
It's unfortunate that you feel the way you do about all guys now, but it may have a silver lining. Too many women(and guys too) who break off relationships seem to grasp at the first person they see out of desperation for companionship and it often ends in heartbreak. In your case it's good that you're embracing your individuality and living for yourself. FInd out who you really are and what you really want in a mate and I'm sure down the road you will find the person who will make you happy for the rest of your life.

And Cman, your bit about dressing up as a clown beating the fuck out of him with a dildo had me laughing my ass off! That's gotta be used in a movie somewhere.

Amen Bondi

Sweetheart you always have a crew of friends and admirers here. No need to even get naked for us. You can always come here to shoot the shit with us :)

Don't let your bad experience with guys taint the whole batch for you. There are always bad fucking apples in a vat. You explained it yourself why he is a useless waste of space and not even worth you time or after-thought.

If I Lived closer I would have to impose my will on this useless fuck just for the simple fact he laid a hand on you at all.  Punk mother fucker.  

A beautiful woman like you deserves to be catered to and pampered .. not to have to drag some god damned lame ass lump of shit through his life.

You are way better than that goofball will ever be hon. 

God damn this dude has made  me so mad .. I would dress up as a clown and beat this fucking guy senseless with a 12 inch rubber cock cackling all the time I was whipping ass just so he would have to explain it to people ....

That a maniacal laughing clown kicked his ass with a 12 inch dildo!!!
Don't waste any more time on this guy sweetheart and god dammit go grab a bite to eat. Don't starve yourself

Hope you come back for visits hon or stay a while :)

*amen*

After trying for about 10 minutes to come up with a touching, witty and / or insightful post... I failed miserably.

So, back to my style.

You are a very nice person. Scumbags do not deserve nice people like you. You owe him nothing, so never feel like you do. Starting over gives you a new shot-Be very happy with your own self and your own capabilities. Your potential is now no longer anchored by dead weight... so embrace your new freedom and be everything you want to be...and more!
And on a sidenote... I cant see why anyone wouldn't want to be around you all the time... if you have the sweet demeanour that you show on here you'd be an awesome person to be around... And you should enjoy others' company as well.

Just keep being you!

And Cman, your bit about dressing up as a clown beating the fuck out of him with a dildo had me laughing my ass off! That's gotta be used in a movie somewhere.

I think I have seen that DVD :blink:

Personally, I think he's already inflicted the most harsh punishment upon himself - for moreso than a prison full of clowns with oversized sexual implements, or what have you. And that's the simple fact that he both knowingly and willingly turned his back on someone like DY, who cared so much about him and gave so much of herself, in order to chase random sex.

He's now on his own by his own choice, without DY to care if he even wakes up anymore.

Sucks to be him for that reason on its own as far as I'm concearned.

-Jak

Amen Bondi

Sweetheart you always have a crew of friends and admirers here. No need to even get naked for us. You can always come here to shoot the shit with us :)

Don't let your bad experience with guys taint the whole batch for you. There are always bad fucking apples in a vat. You explained it yourself why he is a useless waste of space and not even worth you time or after-thought.

If I Lived closer I would have to impose my will on this useless fuck just for the simple fact he laid a hand on you at all.  Punk mother fucker.  

A beautiful woman like you deserves to be catered to and pampered .. not to have to drag some god damned lame ass lump of shit through his life.

You are way better than that goofball will ever be hon. 

God damn this dude has made  me so mad .. I would dress up as a clown and beat this fucking guy senseless with a 12 inch rubber cock cackling all the time I was whipping ass just so he would have to explain it to people ....

That a maniacal laughing clown kicked his ass with a 12 inch dildo!!!
Don't waste any more time on this guy sweetheart and god dammit go grab a bite to eat. Don't starve yourself

Hope you come back for visits hon or stay a while :)

Ok now you just made me smile and I can't be happy right now. :wink: But really though...he came across as a "nice guy"...he had me and my family fooled. And whenver an "incident" occured...it was always an accident or he didnt know his own strength. So during the time I was with him I never even thought twice about it. But your clown thing...now that is clever. LOL.

wow, that was a lot for you to go through DY.
I don't have a lot of wisdom to impart that hasn't been said, but if this douche bag spent all his time playing counter strike and had no ambition for school, a job or his life despite your encouragement, you are far better off without him.
It's unfortunate that you feel the way you do about all guys now, but it may have a silver lining. Too many women(and guys too) who break off relationships seem to grasp at the first person they see out of desperation for companionship and it often ends in heartbreak. In your case it's good that you're embracing your individuality and living for yourself. FInd out who you really are and what you really want in a mate and I'm sure down the road you will find the person who will make you happy for the rest of your life.

And Cman, your bit about dressing up as a clown beating the fuck out of him with a dildo had me laughing my ass off! That's gotta be used in a movie somewhere.

Yes this is the HARDEST thing I have ever been through. And Ive been through some things, but this is most difficult (not sure why,but it feels that way). I would much rather be alone..to grieve over this loss. But also b/c both my ex's changed who I was also. I HATE heavy metal music, I can't stand people who swear constantly, I do not like drinking, and hatred toward random people I also have no patience for. This is what both my ex's were like...and now I am free from thier trashy ways!!!! Now I can be myself for real. Hmmmm...and first thing I need to do is buy a 12 inch dildo and a clown costume... :) Sorry had to throw that in there.....

*amen*

After trying for about 10 minutes to come up with a touching, witty and / or insightful post... I failed miserably.

So, back to my style.

You are a very nice person. Scumbags do not deserve nice people like you. You owe him nothing, so never feel like you do. Starting over gives you a new shot-Be very happy with your own self and your own capabilities. Your potential is now no longer anchored by dead weight... so embrace your new freedom and be everything you want to be...and more!
And on a sidenote... I cant see why anyone wouldn't want to be around you all the time... if you have the sweet demeanour that you show on here you'd be an awesome person to be around... And you should enjoy others' company as well.

Just keep being you!

Well here is a real life example to prove your theory correct. This is the first semester in my whole college career that I am single. And my professor came up to me and told me that I was "off to a really really really great start" and that felt awesome..b/c he is hard to impress. I feel so focused now...w/o having to worry about HIM 24/7...Once the pain goes away I will be just fine. And thank you I really mean it....but I am kinda fun to be around... :wink: